Several Umbosomings Upon My Return to Blogging

1. Hey everybody! Sorry I’ve deserted you all. I’ve been busy the past few weeks with life and have neglected my blog-ly duties. Love has convinced me that I need to continue my old pastime, which makes me wonder- is this really something worth missing?
2. By the way, I am finally all levelled off. I haven’t had a mood episode in weeks and I feel completely and utterly NORMAL. I feel like I’ve got alot going for me now.
3. Along with this normalcy comes confusion. I’ve developed a bit of a crush on Griffin and I’ve never been more confused in my life. Now that there is no interference between what I think, what I believe, and how I act I’m not sure how to handle it. Part of me thinks we should just remain friends. I shouldn’t rush into anything and upset the delicate balance.
4. Speaking of rushing, I have been in physical pain 24/7 ever since P.E. started. I have these horrendous leg cramps and it sucks. They actually went away two days ago, but lo and behold I injure myself something terrible. As in I actually turned to Mr. Paragon-Of-Physical-Fitness, my P.E. instructor, and said “I just fucked up my leg really bad,” in no uncertain terms. I do NOT curse around teachers, even those of the gym-dwelling variety. So now I’m in excruciating pain if I turn to fast or sit down or stand up and AAAAAAGH IT IS TERRIBLE.
5. Just so you know, Wheel and I have broken up, one of those reasons being that I’m not attracted to guys. Some other factors that might be involved are the fact that I am crazy, or that I wouldn’t sleep with him, or just that we are growing young teenagers and got bored of each other, and grew apart in the 11 months we were together
6. By the way, in case you didn’t catch it, YES, I AM GAY/A LESBIAN. DO NOT BE ALARMED, I COME IN PEACE. And yes, I am still comfortable in my sexuality in spite of the fact that I hold strong religious beliefs. One of those beliefs is that GOD LOVES EVERYONE, and HE WHO HAS NO SIN MAY CAST THE FIRST STONE. JUST SAYING.
7. Medicine is the best invention this side of the wheel. I’m taking Wellbutrin and Geodon right now and I feel perfect. I think that taking these two drugs and going to therapy have made me stable enough to be comfortable in my own skin. I think this is one of the building blocks to growing from a girl who called herself bisexual because she really wanted to be straight to being an out and proud lesbian who is not afraid to express my sexual attractions. All you need to do is ask one of my male aquaintences for proof.
8. Along with my newly established sense of self is my newly established STRAIGHT A PERFORMANCE. I mean, I’m only taking US History, Creative Writing, Childhood, and Health/P.E. My favourite amongst these is Creative Writing, which I dominate at. My hardcore teacher is like my biggest fan though, so I am quite pleased.
9. I’m so happy to be blogging again! I’m glad that I’m doing well enough to sound like a normal person now.

Hamlet Quote of the Day: Let Hercules himself do what he may. The cat will mew, and dog will have his day.

I’m the dog in this scenario. 

April 12, 2010. About the Child, Ecstasy of the Mind, happy, Love, Pwn, Scholarly Endeavours, Secret Parts of Fortune.